38 More Days - Surgery

Today is dated of 4/4/15,

I did my research and finally saved up a hefty amount of money
to pursue my ideal size of my thighs.
I've been saving up for the past 6 months to get my surgery done.
And now i'm left with 38 more days to go.
Can't wait for the day to come and to pass, i've been waiting for this day for SOOOOO LONG.

I've always been a average size girl in my teens, neither fat nor skinny.
But once, i took duromine for the whole year and my weight dropped to 44kg (i was 50-51kg)
This took abt a year, My body metabolism was rlly slow as i did many dieting and probably screwed up my body's metabolism. I ate one to two meals a day only and i still gained weight after off duromine despite my controlled diet. So i finally resorted to liposuction.

Many people including my own bf and bestfriend have been commenting i've been putting on ALOT of weight (ever since i stopped taking duromine) This felt rlly depressing for me as i've always been pretty and slim during my duromine days. ''Pretty" was never off the list.

Today is the day when i can finally say i'm looking forward to the date of surgey,
the date where everything will be different (probably)
I'm getting my thighs liposuction done (because this is the fattest area of my body)
The rest of my body are practically petite except for a little bulge on my tummy
I have really huge ass and that's probably the reason why my thighs are
chunky and the one that fats goes to first.

I'm getting my liposuction done at Medan with Dr Arthur Tjandra, after much consideration and looking up into reviews and past ops he has done, and i would say i'm willing to take the risk for a new pair of thighs.

I contacted Jennifer Cotto, which is the csc of http://www.elixirdevie.sg/ (Dr Arthur's Clinic)
And they charged a area at $910 after subsidies.
For your information, $910 includes taking videos of your before and after state
and posting them onto youtube, without revealing your identity.

However, this would be a problem for people with visible birthmarks/tattos/scars
which are known at first sight by your friends.
So i have decided to get this Leg and Body Cover by Dermablend to conceal my big patches of revealing marks that my friends would probably recognized me for if they ever saw the videos on youtube. I will do a review whether it would conceal dark scars/pigments soon.

Counting down to the day i will be set free of all my major insecurities. :)